Tuesday, October 03, 2006
on people:
i've seen the worst and best of people this year.
the ugly side really seems uncomprehensible and just so difficult to accept. people whom i thought to be good turned out bad. just like today, i found out from some friends that X was just another jerk. to my good friend, and as a good friend, i'll say: you can just throw him aside. i've been having my doubts abotu X's character. he can seem like a joker, fun, un-muggish on the outside. but peek longer and you realise he's just the total opposite plus a bit more nasty. backstabbings, betrayal are all things you can expect from him. impossible right? i couldn't belive it either. i don't know whether to be kind or just be mean from now on. perhaps he doesn't deserve our help. i dunno and i don't care.
Dear Mr Y. i dunno what's wrong with Y. he doesn't seem to like the things that i do. it's like 'repulsive' and somehow, i get this feeling that this person is too critical of life. or maybe just too critical of people and does not accept people as they are. it just gets tiring being around these type of people. well i finally rationalised that is shouldn't meet up to people's expectation and live to how i want to live it. so Mr Y, i'm going shopping on thurs and fri. so don't comment or i'll stuff something up your mouth to shut you up.
hmm, the next one is hard. good friends before. lots of misunderstandings. unfair judgements. critical analysis. logical fallacies. confusion with personalities. and then it's just cold war. just want to say that it's just fate and external interference.
i'm quite glad the sun still shines on the sunflowers. there are still good people around. whee...the world is fair and sane.
xinni's a nice person. just a little high sometimes. but quite glad i found a nice friend. and a female friend. i just don't trust the opposite sex. don't want to comment much on how nice she is...i just need to know.
{/10/03/2006 10:12:00 pm}
sweet sensation XD
